:-)

Today, I had so much to eat. I was greedy so I ordered Hanith Chicken, falafah

( okay I think that's not right, I think it's fala something, kind of forgotten the name ) and pepsi.

Volleyball training today was really depressing. I think I rather kick empty cans then go for training. What's this, about coming at 7pm when the thing actually starts at 6pm? Doesn't mean you are the captain, you can come as late as you want and make us all wait! Superior you call yourself, I'll say you're irresponsible. I wish the sports club in campus would actually put in more effort. For all I can say, the only club that is pretty active is the football club, with matches every week!

Oh so you're having a friendly tomorrow, I've seen you play for the first time on sunday, I love the way you play, with you skills and passing techniques! But I can't see you tomorrow, because I'll be going for selections ( I hope it's all well! ) but I asked you, to give me some of your football luck, and what did you do?

Took my hand and wipe it on your forehead.

Your sweaty forehead. How do I bear you :-p

cause we're too cool for school :-)

Today the legend *ahem* taught me the skills and basics of soccer.

And then the legend *ahem*tortured me like nuts. He made me do pumping, sit ups, run around the track 10 times, swim across the pool 10 times, and polish his stinky boots until they shine! :-(

Then the legend *ahem* ( legend la sangat), starting shooting goals towards the goal post, and I said " Ala of course you can score, nobody is taking care of the goal post"

Then, he felt challenged and said " I know you are a pro goalkeeper sarah A. Okay you go be the goalkeeper and take me down"

I said " Okay easy peasy. My mak cik can score better than you"

And then suddenly, this shaolin soccer kick came out of nowhere and bang my collarbone. HURTS LIKE MAD.

And then, the legend carried me on his back, and swing me around the field, and tied my hands to his hands and then ran around the field like a mad man. OMG,it was like a day with a crazy football player.

And I conclude that, football is such a rough game :|

Madness, i don't want to play football anymore. I will just sit at the corner and watch the hot guys play soccer. :> That's a girls job after all :D

( some of the above are being exaggerative. Believe at your own risk )

Thus a Friday is here!

Woohoo it's friday, ( rebecca black's day to choose which seat to take )

which doesn't mean I can sit back and relax. Nope, not this short semester. So much to be done, like tomorrow we'll be helping out WWF with their earth hour. :-)

And there's a quiz next week and a midterm after the break ( 8 chapters, mind you)

Oh I took up Chinese Classes and since I know the basics, I felt pretty smart in class :-p

Next week, the results for accomodation application would be released and mind you, I am pretty worried and nervouse and anxious, thus leading me to overthink. Suddenly, the non stressful things becomes so stressful and all.

Next week, the results slips would be released, I feel absolutely stupid.

Next week, volleyball training starts, and futsal selections for the IPT League Match.

Next week, midterm break's here!

Next week, another gruesome 4 hours of Audit class.

Next week, many more new things to be learnt.

Next week, I hope all goes well :-)

We were once strangers;

:-)

Popcorns and Wednesday!

Hi today I was so hungry, I ended eating rice for lunch.

Ruin my roti canai week, week. :-( It's okay, it was a vegetarian dish and I knew I lost weight because the cheong sam top I wore to campus today was really really loose! :-)

Fawie said " Eh you come to university to study or to do fashion" haha and I started smiling and laughing, and when I turned to him, there he was,

with his Fila track pants and a shirt which said " Motivation", a bagpack with his mohwak,

and his sloppy slippers.

Like an apek.

Anyways it's time for popcorn and Wednesday! Time for my movie marathon! ( After the torturous 4 hour non stop classes of hard work! )

" A relationship doesn't need any promises, terms and conditions. It only needs two wonderful person, one who can trust and the other who can understand"

Hey you, you do realise I am madly deeply in love with you?

And I get so excited when I see your name or see you when I walk to class :-)

Or when I jog and I see you at the tracks, oh my heart beats faster, and when you smile

It's like the first day we met!

I'm trying to work out my part here, to you know, what we talked about on Sunday night.

And I think it's just better. I mean it's still hard, I'm trying

But so far, it's improving!

Bloody hell, I've got a quiz tomorrow. I aim 10 points.

ten points for Gryffindor!

Keeps me going

Turning the soil and pulling the weeds,

Helps garden flowers to grow.

And if we're to see the growth in our lives,

And if we're to see the joy in our lives,

Trials and testings we've to go through.

Now I'm excited to face all the hardship and trials! Okay that just made me sound insane,

but I'm excited to know that I'm not alone,

because our Creator's hand carrying me along the way.

You know when you walk on the beach,

you see one set of footprints.

But God, I ask, I thought you're with me all the way?

Yes I am my child, He said. the footprints you see, it is mine. I am carrying you along the way :-)

A perfect rainbow

Picture courtesy of : weedoom.com

Did a three round run around the tracks today, because I was just feeling all stuffy at my head. After that you came along and gave me a smile I can hardly forget, and you and I started making fun of all the football players on field.

Which was hilarious because the sub players are equal to the players on the field. haha.

Class was so dull today, Nad and I stole the person's highlighter. I get what he's talking, I try too but after awhile he gets distracted and starts flirting and then I loose my studying mode.

Anyways, McDonalds giving out two free big breakfast, just hope I can wake up at 4am later to get them and then at 9am later for a round of tennis! :-)

You have no idea;

How beautiful today is. :-)

I love staring at the clouds outside my room, it's fascinating. At night, the beautiful moon entertains me with her mysterious surface and every single time I stare at the moon, I reach my hand to the moon and pretend I am holding it, because it's that beautiful.

Sometimes I can see the moon's surface really clearly, other times the moon's covered by clouds. If we're lucky, we'd see a shooting star. Not lying! We really did see one this week or was it last week? And I felt so happy because I've always wanted to see one, since 2008.

SO here I am, enjoying the last bits of the weekend, before I put my heart and mind to work. We plan to help out for the Earth Hour 2011, hopefully we get a spot there. Keeping my fingers crossed and giving it all to God. I always believe God has a plan for everything in my life, and I never once doubt His plans. Always look at the blessings and goodness instead of the disappointments in life. That way, we'll be happier people.

I better start studying for my Human Resource quiz this Wednesday. :-)

Shot taken from : Putrajaya Percint 2

Have a great week ya'll! :-)

Thoughts that is killing me

I feel distracted.

As I am typing this, my laundry is still outside in the laundry bag waiting to be hung up.

I never really understood the why people blog most of the time, but I think i do now. I mean, i blog not to show off or to gain attention, I guess it's the only way to make me happier. To release the many thoughts in my head that really kills me sometimes.

Literally. I almost drank down cough syrup the other day because these thoughts kept haunting me, these thoughts kept taunting me and disturbing me, even when I fall asleep they come back to me. I hate it :(

So I prayed. I know, I always feel guilty when I pray because I am not exactly the angelic, devoted girl. I am who I am. I believe in my God. I believe that He is going to question me and ask me why I did such and such and I know, He will probably be very angry with me :(

I try to change everyday, I try and try. It's improving, thankfully. But it's hard. Haha, I sound like a drug addict eay? I am not. I believe in integrity.

Another thought that kills me, is thinking of the past. thinking of how someone is going to hurt me so badly. Thinking the most negative way about a person and not appreciating a person. But today, I think I have overcome it, it took me one year but I overcome it today. And I am proud of myself.

I just hope things change, I'm sick of thinking too much. I want to appreciate the moments in life.

Oh yes, I didn't do too well for my last semester. I feel like a freaking idiotic failure. I will try harder this semester, so far so good. Alot of distractions lately. Movies, food, lepaks, football. But I will overcome it. :) I will!

This would probably last a long time

Putrajaya Hot Air Balloon

It was like a festival you see in movies! Clowns on the roads, pirates on stilts, bubbles everywhere, children crying, children laughing, people smiling, lots of music, lots of nice smelling food!

It was great. The littlest things in life definitely manage to keep me happy.

I hope everything goes well this week.

Don't want to be too confident, it kills.

Please go well, please?

"My goal this semester is to PUSH everything useless and does not bring benefit to me aside.

Even if it hurts your feelings, even if it cause me to be sick,

even if it cost me hurt and grief

because I need to buck up,

I need to look ahead, I need to be good at this.

This is my future, this is my only hope.

I will study until I achieve what I want,

and until I achieve my goal,

I will not stop working.

And of course, this can only be done with God's help"

Another birthday;

Simply means your and your friends have grown one year older, and it's always a privilege for me to watch someone else's birthday. :)

Happy legally 21 Izza F and Mustaza! :)

Pray for Japan

Japan was shocked with an earthquake yesterday at a magnitude of 8.8/8.9 ( from the various news I read).

Thereafter, water splashed all over and many countries have been given tsunami warnings & many people are on the look out. family and friends worry for their peers or colleagues in Japan and her neighboring countries.

When all those happened,

I was in the mall, catching a movie, enjoying my life and spending a ringgit or two at the arcades. And then, I was shocked, when I heard about it.

Japan can be considered pretty close to us and is in the Asian region.

and of course, some mentioned that the world is about to end, and some made fun out of the earthquake ( I mean, seriously? Making fun of calamity?)

All i could do was to flashback and think of everything that has had happened.

All the natural disasters, everything was so big and real and not even human can stop all these from happening.

A tsunami can go up to 8ookm per hour and those in her way will not have a chance to live.

Everything wiped off, skyscrapers that was once the country's symbol, cars being swept away, all gone in just a blink of eye. and now, most of them have no shelter to live in, no comfort and some missing a family member or two.

So here we are, in our respective countries, all at peace, should not take this for granted.

All we can do is pray, that God will protect each and every country in the world, that God would keep these people strong.

Sometimes, I ask myself who am I to ask God for all these, a sinful child.

I just hope dear God you will hear my prayers, not because WE deserve it, but we hope that You Amazing God, have mercy on us.

remember, it may not be you today but it may be you tomorrow. ( quoted from @iamwry)

"No matter what happens in life, be good to people. Being good to people is a wonderful legacy to leave behind." — Taylor Swift

How did I do?

I cried, even when I saw the passes.

Were those tears of happiness or tears of sadness?

You go figure.

Seconday

Stands for Second day. Too lazy to type it all out. So my day started with;

a. a text asking me to wake up and shower

b. coffee-less morning. ;/

c. More positive news.

d. Even more positive news.

e. Wonderful compliments from the lecturer and friends.

And it'll end with a badminton match at the park nearby.

Today the lecturer came near us and asked what my name was and I answered ' Sweety'

and then he asked if the seat was warm enough for me, because apparently he has already warmed it.

And he went off, down the stairs laughing like a hyena. :|

How's first day of school?

Like in the military camp :\

So today, we sat under the stars and talked just about everything.

I had so much to talk about, and you were a really good listener. :)

facing a number of obstacles along the way, alot of worries and questions, but I know that there's a reason for everything, there's a plan for everything.

Did I mention, I got chocolate peanut butter waffles! The slightest things in life can make me so happy! =)

Hair chopped.

Hair coloured red.

Specs begone.

Next: Nose piercing.

because;

1. The Liverpool fans and anti Man Utd fans are trashing us Man Utd fans over the lost in the match just now, but we Man Utd fans are cool. B-)

2. Because you don't care, you don't care and you're still the same. Stop wasting my time. Once I stop caring, you can fairly get out of my life.

3. I miss my family. One week I was away in Melaka/ Tioman and the other one week didn't felt like I've had enough time with them. I miss them :(

4. My agar agar is blue.

5. At least spongebob is smiling at me :(

Saturday morning;

Woke up like this;

But I will be like this!

Sometimes I ask myself, if I could just feel sadness or disappointment, even just for a minute. Or even half a day. But you know, I can't. It's just so hard! There's too much happiness and optimism in me, that I don't know how to be sad. I mean, yes I feel sad when it comes to death or sickness of someone else, but you know issues such as grades, failures or even relationships with friends or what not, I never feel upset.

Maybe it's because I appreciate life too much, that I would not want a day to go slumber.

Maybe I am very grateful for everything God has given me even though I don't deserve it. Maybe I am thankful that I can have another day to live,

to see the face of people I love for just one more time,

or the friends I miss.

Or maybe I watch too much Simpsons.

But then, not everyone is like that, and I have to understand.

I'm going to make breakfast for my brother and I. Life is just too beautiful to waste about. Too precious, to wonderful :)

sarah A, staring in Scream 4!

Make up artists dressing and preparing Sarah A as she plays as Sidney!

HAHA. okay no.

This was one of another out of the world thing I did with Nadhrah M. We went for Cleo covergirl search which they were conducting in campus one day. We didn't take it seriously, haha, firstly we believe in natural beauty and secondly, accounting was killing us.

Prolly why our brain's fried up most of the time!

:')

It's ending!!

I up mostly, truly, by all means, and by all effort swear/promise/announce that I have had the best semester break ever!

( Okay I've had a few great ones before this, but so far, this tops it all! )

And it's ending already! :( Don't! I learned so many things and had a lot of fun, spending time with loved ones and old friends!

Most importantly, I fulfilled my longest wish ever, one of my birthday wishes! :p

To have a meal at Mak cik shima, just like the good old days! I took the huge piece of chicken, fried sotong, salted fish, vegetable, egg and black pepper sauce which cost me rm4.50! And the food still tasted good, back when I was in Melaka in 2008! And that's a very good friend of mine, I still love her! :)
Then, together with 10 new found friends and strangers, we headed to the middle of South China Sea, and discover what Scuba Diving was all about! It was way out of the world, the under water world is different, so still and silent. We went in about 6m under the sea and had to sit at the bottom of the ocean.

I was scared, really I was. I thought I have over come all my fears, until I tried scuba diving. I couldn't see anything, mainly because my mask was all fogged up, my ears were hurting due to the sudden pressure change.

As you descend into the water, even if you go down slowly, the pressure changes so quickly, that I felt my ears were going to burst.

And, the instructor made us take flood our mask with water and take off our regulator ( the breathing mouth piece) I thought he was out of his mind. :}

Imagine, 6m's under and you're about to breathe in seawater. It's either you survive or you don't. But it was a great experience! AND I am so proud of the few of them who obtained their diving license! :)

And we climbed some rocks too and ran away from snakes, not knowing when the tide would come in. It was a risk, it was fun. adrenaline rush, it was!

And visited the good old Melaka! :) The food's GOOD, as usual

. The companion I had with old friends and new found friends was amazing. and oh, that was the day Man United scored 4-0 agaisnt Wigan. Could not be any happier,HAHAHAHA ahem ahem, til we even cheered and slammed tables at Zubaidah.

Now, I am just praying that we will have really good lecturers this coming semester, I am pretty much looking forward to it, with only two subjects to excel in , get a first class, join the volleyball club andd beat Nadhrah Mahmud in tennis.

And Yie in dota.

And show Liyana and Nas I can get an A in Dance Dance revolution.

Oh and see the hot air balloons again.

And watch Simpsons.

And Black swan, ah you get the point.

A letter to a father and mother;

A friend, a parent, a wife, a husband

You took care of me when I was a baby, bathing me and making sure I had food.

You gave birth to me, I don't know how painful it is, but I can truly imagine.

You spent your salary to buy me clothes, to buy me things I want, to provide me with food, to send me to university,

and I don't think I put in much effort in my work.

But still you told me, never to give up.

You celebrated all twenty one birthdays with me,

Are not birthday celebrations actually for you, mama and papa?

You brought me into this world, you cared for me and sometimes we get rude, we answer back we scream, we get annoyed.

But I never really stop to think of what you've done for me.

When I was a child, you let me sit on your back, and you pretended to be a horse, galloping all around the garden.

When I was a child, I put toothpaste into your contact lenses and hurt your eye, but you just laughed it off.

When I was a child, I fed the fishes milo because I thought they would like some milo as well, and when you told me what happened, you just stroke my head and laugh at me.

You're hairs all white now, but without fail you go to work every morning, waking up at 6am and making sure we have our breakfast.

Making sure we go to school.

You bought a camera for me, when I said I had to have one.

You listened to me cry when I was child, you listened to me my wants and try to fulfill them.

And we're sorry, as children that sometimes we forget and do not appreciate things in life.

You always scold me, and I always hated it.

But now I know, that you do it because you want us to be a better person.

And at the end of the day you would hug me and kiss me on the forehead, because you love me.

You always say that your mother passed away when you were 21,

and that got me thinking how blessed I am to have you til this age.

Please don't go mother and father, what am I going to do on earth without you?

Who will guide me and hold my hand, who will watch me make mistakes and yell at me for making them,

who will tell me to clean the garden and clear them all?

I love you mom and papa.

I guess I can never understand how much sacrifice you have made for me.

Letter to a loved one;

You call me fatty and I call you troll.

You wrestle with me by the lake and always push me in.

You carry me across your shoulders and drag me home, just because I wanted to stay at the park a little longer.

You watch the stars with me by the beach and counted them with me, then I said " hey can you see a very special star?" and your finger pointed to me.

When I get hungry at night you walked with me in the dark to the store so that I could have my maggie soup telur.

You encouraged me and told me I did a good job scuba diving, when I was afraid.

You held my hand under the sea when I was so afraid while descending into the ocean when we scuba dived.

You took me around the town, to places I wanted to go, even though you were tired.

You walked with me in the park to watch the water lilies and see the most amazing sunset ever.

You climbed the rocks with me and ran away from snakes with me.

You played dota with me, even though I was very bad at it.

You helped me cook pasta and ate them all up, telling me it was nice. ( I know it wasn't that great :p )

You thought me about life, you thought me about self confidence.

I wish you wish the same wish as I wish,

I miss you.

See you soon xx

maybe;

just a rebel.

Can't keep pretending, can we?

Is smoking actually sinful?

Maybe you je yang melebih-lebih.

Holidays drive people crazy?

I think it does! I mean , we are all so used to our old schedule. Our pack and hectic life in campus, seeing friends all day and when we have a two weeks break, we just feel like something's left undone.

I know some friends who went back to campus or didn't go home at all for the semester break, just because. I might have done the same if I am in Melaka. I don't know what I am feeling right now, like something's not right. And then I go and put the anger and unhappiness all on people. I am lucky to have people who really loves me, friends who really are my friends and best friends for 7 years!

Sometimes, I wonder what causes a human to be bitter. or sad. and angry. Usually, I get unhappy when I do something wrong or made someone upset. And I don't like people getting upset and angry at me. Maybe i think too much. He said I think too much of what people think of me, and that's why I am like this.

I've been taught since I was a child to never go to bed angry. If mommy or papa were to scold me because I didn't do something ( when I was younger), before they go to bed, they would knock on my door and hug me. And then, the next day always seemed like a better hope. a new day.

Most people think go to bed angry, and get up angry. I particularly hate doing that. It gives me this, as what I am now. This uneasy feeling.

I think I shall go do something now, this is driving me nuts!

I don't think I am just thinking right for a twenty one year old. :-(

When we were in tioman, we sat by the beach and watched the stars. They were amazing. there were just so many of them, as though someone threw glitter in the sky. I was in awe.

We watched them every night, and it was something I always looked forward to see. After a tiring day, the stars greeted us to a good nights sleep.

The Kings Speech

The King's Speech, honestly didn't spark any interest to me at all. I was sleepy and almost walked out of the theaters because it was that slow and boring.

And then, at the middle of the movie, something suddenly caught my interest. King George, had to overcome his fears no matter what, he had to speak in front of the crowd and be bold, although he had one problem, which was stuttering. He had his speech therapist, who helped him throughout the way.

I think I should be like King George as well. To be honest, I have many fears. I fear of my future, I get scared when I've to meet new faces and new friends. ( Melaka people are somehow friendly compared to the people in cyberjaya campus, seriously I have no IDEA why). I don't think I have any problems with presentation, quite a couple of lecturers actually told me I present well, and that really boosted my confidence :)

The movie wasn't too bad, wasn't too interesting either.

But it was really an eye opener. The British monarchy's pretty interesting after all!