"My goal this semester is to PUSH everything useless and does not bring benefit to me aside.

Even if it hurts your feelings, even if it cause me to be sick,

even if it cost me hurt and grief

because I need to buck up,

I need to look ahead, I need to be good at this.

This is my future, this is my only hope.

I will study until I achieve what I want,

and until I achieve my goal,

I will not stop working.

And of course, this can only be done with God's help"