I think it does! I mean , we are all so used to our old schedule. Our pack and hectic life in campus, seeing friends all day and when we have a two weeks break, we just feel like something's left undone.
I know some friends who went back to campus or didn't go home at all for the semester break, just because. I might have done the same if I am in Melaka. I don't know what I am feeling right now, like something's not right. And then I go and put the anger and unhappiness all on people. I am lucky to have people who really loves me, friends who really are my friends and best friends for 7 years!
Sometimes, I wonder what causes a human to be bitter. or sad. and angry. Usually, I get unhappy when I do something wrong or made someone upset. And I don't like people getting upset and angry at me. Maybe i think too much. He said I think too much of what people think of me, and that's why I am like this.
I've been taught since I was a child to never go to bed angry. If mommy or papa were to scold me because I didn't do something ( when I was younger), before they go to bed, they would knock on my door and hug me. And then, the next day always seemed like a better hope. a new day.
Most people think go to bed angry, and get up angry. I particularly hate doing that. It gives me this, as what I am now. This uneasy feeling.
I think I shall go do something now, this is driving me nuts!
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