Monday Monday, second week of holidays! :)

Ah and i made this today! Darabif, which cost rm2.50 per slice of raw lamb patty. But it is super good, add some cheese, fried garlic and onions, mustard and we're good to go! mmhmmm I love the holidays! (Y)

It's Monday, the second week of holidays already. Pretty fast eay time flies? :)

I can't wait for next week, I won't tell you why. Ask me and maybe I'd tell you. Hint: Uncle Peter bought for us prioritized tickets to _______, which means we don't have to line up for an hour to play the rides, we just go in like VIP's :D

Cost us quite an extra amount, but I'd rather we pay than wait an hour in line >:) But thank God for being able to afford those tickets. I can't wait actually, yee haa. I hope the weather will be fine and all.

Skyped with my favourite person, but I think he fell asleep while waiting for my BRB. Well i think he is, or he could be gaming, but whatever :-) I still want a mms of YOU!

I better get off here right now and start packing and clearing, and decide which clothes to give away. Got to make space for new ones I guesss??? :P

Graduation

so now, in my head I've a graduation trip- which is Eurotrip.

I'm going to make it a reality. I've two years. I need five people. Who's in? :D

And oh not forgetting the 2012 trip. Mount Kinabalu.

Man I've these two in my head. Man man man I want to reach this goal.

Brunch on a Saturday

Hello, it's Saturday already. I made pancakes for breakfast and the first thing my sister and brother said was " why so tiny, why so cute"

The one hour karoakeeee :D

The first song I insisted on singing was from Michael Buble. I love his songs, his videos, his character, his style, his personality. Sis and I sang for an hour, playing all the songs we knew on the songlist, singing our hearts out, out of tune! It cost us RM 18 for an hour, and if you add RM1, you get a set meal. ( which wasn't that great, to be honest ) The fish burger was soggy, at least the fries tasted good! :)

We headed to the supermarket to get some junk for our movie marathon tonight, at my hostel room. I actually miss the room alot, when we were singing especially. I had this room sickness and wanted to go back so badly. :(

Breakfast was delicious! We went to Old Town White Coffee at Kuala Lumpur and had the breakfast set and added on a white coffee, and I had another round of chess with the fawie. How on earth do I beat him in chess, grr one day I will!

So here is my empty hostel room ,yes no bed sheet, no clothes nothing. I feel like we're in some haunted rented room. haha we only have bathing soap, clothes, some food, coffee, no pillows, pretty interesting how we manage to survive. I even made a pillow for my sister :")

So looks like we won't be going out for a stroll at the stadium today since my sister is so dead tired and we've been walking the whole day with 1000kg on our backs. Well then, looks like I will download some movies and enjoy the breeze and my white coffee nyom nyom :)

Today was 79 moves!

Woke up at 7am, intended to go for a jog around the neighbourhood, disturb babies on their bikes and spray water at the neighbours ( okay lies haha ). well I did spray my brother and his friends once when they were cycling outside, circling our house. Grr and in the end, they ended up having a water fight outside the house, with the pipes and hose, yeah my neighbourhood is cool like that.

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Before I graduate,

I will beat farzback in chess. In less than five moves. :)

Okay fine, make it a simpler goal. I will beat you in chess >:)

Tuesday, Tuesday gotta get it down on Tuesday

Hello, I woke up at 6am today.

And trust me I have no idea why.

Then I ended up playing chess at 7am.

And trust me I have no idea why as well ( And I lost )


Dad and mom took me to this really good dim sum place in Sungai Buloh. Good food, heck yeah. Cost us rm68.00. I almost fell off my chair when I heard the price. But guess good food does come with a price. :(

The place is like the sketch I drew above using Paint. We sat under this tree, it was cooling and nice to see the town of Sungai Buloh. The market nearby, the chicken, the chicken stomach which they threw all over the place, splashing water all over. Rotan chairs being sold and people just enjoying their holidays! :)




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The great escape

All i remember from yesterday was sleeping by the roads, throwing the big furball cat called Coco and drinking coke from a pail.

Okay those didn't happen :p We headed to AEON Klang, which pretty much reminded me of Melaka. Even Meera pratically stopped her car and went " Aww Melaka".

Fast5 was AWESOME. It always has been and it never will disappoint me, in fact when we were over at Yana's place for the night, Nisha and i were watching Fast Furious 1.

Ah, I hope the weather today will be great. I hope Sunday will be great. I hope all will be well :)

Anyways, the picture above is us at Kuala Lumpur International Airport sending Nadhrah off. It was our first time seeing her off, and we messed her hair, made faces at her at the departure glass and just do anything that would remind her of us. Definitely going to miss her :) All six of us had breakfast, Home cooked Nasi Lemak, it was so good, I still feel full!

Anyways, I got to continue my packing, going off tomorrow. pretty excited to see my family, cook at home but I will definitely miss you.

I was at Padi.

( picture thanks to http://myname-fy.blogspot.com/2010/06/jumbo-la-sangat.html)

This was where I had lunch with my girl friends. Mambo Jambo. It was a decent cafe, that overlooked the usual Friday market which sells really good chocolate cheese cake and caramel custards! ( too die for, okay not really )

I sat facing the gardens of the mall which was really relaxing. I've always liked shops like that, not all concrete but with some green as well :)

The pasta there was good. The price was reasonable considering it came with fruit juices. Wouldn't want to go there during lunch hour though, I had to wait an hour for my food. But it was freshly cooked, ingredients were fresh and tasty.

And since it was Friday and it was a norm for ball games at Padi. I went there this time, to watch him and his brother play. They were really fast and their arms were all so sweaty, seriously. How did that happened, no wonder basketballers always wear sleeveless jerseys! I sat there with my Asam Laksa from old town, enjoying the not-so-nice live band/ stand up performances.

The bar behind me was filled with laughters and chattering, and the snooker place became our new spot to laugh at each other. After that, we decided to take a stroll back to campus, since the bus services were unavailable and technically, we prefer walking because we get to enjoy the breeze, the cooling night and the stars and the annoying cars.

Cyberjaya is a nice place, I love it, when it comes to the nature part but I think it lacks a few things.

a. mcdonalds.

b. cinema

c. more food shops which are reasonably priced

d. An arcade or two

I like how safe Cyberjaya is, and how calming it can be. The sunset and sunrise here is much more amazing compared to the city. :-)

You know, I must say this semester break is also starting to look good. Last semester I spent about a week at Melaka and then we tried out Scuba Diving, but I think this semester, I'd either take up horse riding lessons or help out at the stable. Mmmhmm. I want to live life the hard way. faqrie says that my life is easy that's why I never had the need to search for money. I must thank God actually for His provision and grace, because without His blessings on my family and I, I'd not have the chance to live how I am like today. :)

Until then. :)

Friday the 13th

People believe that Friday the 13th is a day of bad luck. I mean, by looking at the moon outside my window right now, the moon's so bright, it's shining through my study desk by the window. Literally. Like in those movies you see :-)

It's a half moon. It's so lonely up there, I wonder what the moon is thinking right now. Or is anything on the moon looking down on us? Wanting to be with us or happy that they are not with us because the world is such a cruel place?

I was supposed to cuddle in my warm comforter at 12am just now, so that I'd have enough rest when I wake up for my Auditing test later at 9am. But whoops, looks like I'm still awake, enjoying this beautiful day.

there's the slight breeze, the cool air, the silence. I like night. The silence is really interesting. Like the roads, the trees the birds, the lizards go to bed. I don't know, I just enjoy observing things. The trains. The animals. People. What people do.

So before I forget, tomorrow after my test, I am going to list down things of my current room that I will miss A LOT. this is my favourite room for this academic year, I feel really sad leaving it. :-(

Roadtrip to the end of the world

So on Tuesday after my Human Resource paper ( ah yes I managed to do it all well, Praise the Lord for his grace and knowledge ), we decided to go watch Thor in 3D. Thor's a really nice story, from Marvel Comics. Typical story plot, girls falling for the hero, ( spoiler alert) but in the end Thor broke the bridge that connects Asgard to the rest of the world. Okay technically not world, but solar system. Or branches or whatever he called it.

Then, we decided to do this surprisingly unexpected trip to Bagan Lalang, Sepang! Not knowing the way, and depending on sign boards,

we kept going in circles ending up either in Putrajaya/Cyberjaya.

I was about to give up until you ensured that we'll reach there. I even said that we should turn back but you said " we've come this far, lets just g

o on" :)

But I am glad we didn't. Because the place was pretty nice. It was quiet and serene. The sand was so white and the waters were so calming.

Then we walked towards this little place, where they had quiet music and decks for people to have their meals and watch the sunset. It was as though we found paradise :)

It was my first time actually going to Sepang, it was a nice town. Very small and quiet, old fashioned. And the sun was surprisingly bigger in Sepang. It was a perfect day. I had fun and when you asked if I was happy, I was indeed the happiest girl. :)

What is love?

( an attempt to make the word love at I-city :D )

What is love? ( Could be love to your family or when you are in a relationship)

Love is patient,

Love is kind,

It does not envy,

It does not boast,

It is not proud.

It is not rude,

It is not self seeking,

It is not easily angered,

It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth,

It always protects,

always trusts,

always hopes and

always perseveres :)

Some of you might know where this is from :)

Lately,

I take jokes so seriously. Even he said I'm getting pissed off like that dude. Haha, some dude we always see. I don't know why. I hate it, I hate over-thinking it leads to negativity. So today as I was spending some quiet morning by myself with God, I read this,

" When we hear or think something

negative about others,

lets stop before we judge them,

lets see the best in others and do not think the worst.

Love ( in friendship and relationships is not deceived,

but it is always ready

to see the best in others "

Spent about 1 and a half hours with Faqrie playing tennis today, and well, I thought I did pretty well, but looks like I still have so much to learn and when he tried to teach me, I got all tensed up and didn't liked it. I think because I think I know how to play and all and I took it a few semesters back, so I thought I was superior and knew alot about tennis.

In the end, he told me about how he first learned how to roller blade when we were in Subang Avenue the other day, and even though there was peer pressure, he still took it slow. I hate learning things slowly, that's just me. I love to learn it from the hard way then go down to the easy way, I have no idea why I'm like that.

Another thing about me was, I can't accept it when people try to teach me things. I question, I ask a lot. I get impatient and all. He was so kind, waiting even though he was tired. I don't know I just feel hurt but mom did warn me about this before. I always had a problem of not being teachable.

Thank you for bearing with me. Thanks. I had great fun today actually. :-)

First Friday of May

How did I spent my Friday?

0. Woke up really late.

1. Studied for my major exams, which is next week, mind you. Yet I feel so relaxed and calm.

2. Headed to the library to continue studying

3. Then, to the stadium to watch the finals of a ball game with Yie.

4. Had Butterfried prawns for dinner.

5. Had a leaf-throwing attack. I was covered with leaves.

6.Got teased because I could not pronounce mengigau

7. Enjoyed the rest of the night with movies and tv series.

OUCH!!

Go to the ant, you sluggard,

Consider its ways and be wise!

It has no commander,

No overseer or ruler,

yet it stores its provisions in summer

and gathers its food at harvest.

How long will you lie there, you sluggard?

When will you get up from your sleep?

A little sleep, a little slumber,

A little folding of the hands to rest

And poverty will come on you like a bandit

And scarcity like an armed man.

The moment I read this, I went OUCH. What a good reminder, especially during the examination season!

Finally, skating!

We finally went disco skating. :) It was a fun-filled 3 hours of skating and a wonderful Monday. Riding the trains and watching the scenary around us and observing people. Walking in the Subang city, trying to use as little cash as we can. It was fun. I had fun, I hope you did too :)

THE season is here.

Exam season. Stress. Pimples. Worries. When facebook suddenly seems so interesting and twitter never fails to make our day. Rubbish, utter rubbish. Reading through notes and wondering " the hell, this doesn't look familiar, am I even looking at the right notes?" or " Why the hell didn't I pay attention in class?"

But thankfully, I have only two subjects this semester and I am hoping I can ace them, to bring back my grades. I feel as though I've not put in much effort. But well, thankfully Miss Intan conducted weekly quizzes, so there's a plus point there. My Human Resource Management is up to date and I've cute adorable notes for them.

Since HRM is all well, I get to focus on Auditing, one of the bigges and major core subject. It's fun, except that there's too much to memorize. Thank God the test is on Friday ( Friday the 13th, mind you. So if you are superstitious, sad to be you ) and I am taking it slowly. I've completed up to Lecture 8. Which leaves me with, alot more :(

But I can do this. I know I am capable of doing it. And so can you. C'mon friends, if we've done this once, surely we can do this for the second time.

Good luck people for the finals. :)

IPT League 2011

I am back. It felt like I was away for one year, because UUM is so isolated and far away. I have to say the campus was really pretty, they had their own go-karts, they had deers in their campus, a really huge pool, beautiful stadiums, but the hostel was really unexpected. :p

Ever since I entered their campus, I started to miss MMU ALOT. The moment I got back just now, I was so happy i touched the tree in campus, I touched the MMU drain,didn't mind getting into the mud, touching and appreciating everything in MMU and I was so excited to see the MAMAK STALL! Even to the extend of talking to the trees. :/

It was my first time actually representing my university for games. I've always wanted too, but never had the chance too. The girls team put up a good fight, played for a bit, managed to saved a goal, whereas the boys team did really well.

They won all the way but lost during the semi-finals. The guys were really skillful and it was fun meeting new people. Hassan's an international student who speaks BM fluently, and is really skillful. He won the best player award. Then there's Shin, one chinese guy from Melaka campus. Once, he scored a goal , he drew a heart shape :') So adorable. Just met most of them, my first time in their team. Most of them played for MASISWA 2010, if I'm not mistaken.

Oh yes, did I mention the food there was really cheap? Like RM2 for Nasi Campur and the first time we paid for our food, most of us were shocked! But then, nothing beats the comfort of MMU.

We traveled to Padang Besar, Thailand. It was amazing seeing the scooters in Thai number plate, with the old school coke bottle, with Thai wordings. Good fun over there!

The first thing we all did when we are back, was to get back to reality. Facebook, twitter, emails, instant messengers. Organising studying schedules and keeping up to date with university matters. Then I headed to the mamak with Yie, which i really miss. ( go figure which I miss, Yie or the mamak :p)

Think I'm heading to the laundry now, since it's 6am and I slept the whole way from Kedah to Kuala Lumpur, with Afiq and his friends yelling and talking so loud the whole way, I swear I almost threw my blanket at them!

The Last Saturday of April

Was not productive at all. So was Good Friday ( 22nd April 2011)

I just felt like sleeping the entire day and that was what I did. I slept. Woke up, did some chores, slept back. Woke up, watch a movie, and slept back. Woke up again, ate again, slept back and that was pretty much how my weekend went. Which was really relaxing, to be honest and I know finals are less than two weeks and I am taking this too lightly because I keep thinking that 2 subjects, nah no problem I can nail it, but look what happened when I was over-confident the last semester?

Anyways pupu's not back yet, since morning, I kind of miss him, but I guess I've to get used to it. He even asked what happened to my blog, haha I hope he doesn't find out about this :P

Sis and dad just got back from their flight from Kelantan and okay, I need to complete this assignment up and send it before I fall back to sleep again.

Happy Easter folks :-)

Bye week 5, hello week six!

Aha! Yes I accomplish jumping into this pool. I watched this one movie, whereby there's this one girl who firstly visualizes something she wants to accomplish so badly and then, she keeps seeing it until she makes the vision become reality.

So how has week five been?

Monday was, eating Arabian food.

Tuesday was, briefing for the futsal IPT League

Wednesday was,

Thursday was fitness test.

Friday was studying.

Saturday was Indian Rice with my family and watching baby brother's talent time.

Sunday was with my family, having a wonderful lunch at this Swedish place I grew up with.

In between the books and learning how to run with a freaking futsal ball( legend taught me well), I've to adapt with quizzes and assignments. I mean, yeah why am I making a big fuss out of it? Every student has to go through it, but I am thankful I've done my draft for my assignment part and I feel so bad, that I am unable to present for my human resource presentation. ( Speaking of which, I need to print that exemption letter for my presentation and classes)

So we've intense training this week, 7pm-12am. I think I can't make it on Tuesday, I've a quiz and I've to do it well. And the tournaments next week, YIKES. Thank God for Fawie to help me out with the passings and running with the ball.

It's 4am and I really should hit the bed, even a friend just instant messaged me asking why am I still up. Is it odd for a girl to be up this late?

I don't think I will be going back until my break, God I'm so exhausted from travelling and it's taking up so much of my energy.

P.s: We're planning a roadtrip to Universal Studio's. God I will do the planning, but it is only You that can make it happen. If it's Your will God, let it be done. Amen. :)

I don't know.

Too attached.

:D

Didn't get to swim, only put my feet in. happy enough.

:p

Arabian Food!

Today we headed to the Arabian shop and I had this. Hummus with Arabian bread. Their food's really healthy! Oh so today was our first briefing for the upcoming league for futsal and we're heading north in two weeks time :-(

I am scared, because I do not know anyone and this is my first time representing my university. God please please help me, there must be reasons why You allowed me to represent my university.

And excited. because it's something new.

Midterm was alright, I am so glad I put in some effort to study and review my work for these two subjects, I feel like I know my work well :-) Yay!

WOOHOO

Today's one heck of a hectic and pack day.

So here's the plan sarah.

Ace midterm.

Study up human resource for tomorrow's quiz.

Go for futsal game.

And try to get good food.

thank You God, for giving me the chance to be part of the team. :) Thank You so much God. I hope the team's nice people, since I'm the only chinese-thai student there. It's always well, awkward at first, but I hope things gets better

fingers crossed :-)

day: 30

Exactly a month before the finals. I'm hyped up to study real hard. It's two subjects. C'mon Sarah A! Don't screw this up!

How's things so far? tried studying auditing, seems pretty straight forward and simple, but I haven't attempt the past year questions. Lots of work to do tonight. Wish me luck!

Sweet Mother of rambutan

Annoying kid who won't be my model when I was doing my photography.

Hi. I am back in campus & I miss campus life. Yes, I have been away from one week now and I think I miss my campus life a lot. To be honest, I love studying on my table. And I try to get less distracted by the laptop ( still working hard at it) and it seems to be pretty good.

done with five lecturers for my upcoming midterm and I don't bloody plan to fail it. My father has worked hard to send me in university and i don't bloody plan to flunk anything. If i don't get a first class this semester, please slap me. Please let me jump down. I am not being over-confident or what not, I just need to motivate myself more and more.

I just asked A.M about internship and what do they really look out for. Here's what she told me ;

KPMG- Alot of interns ( 2nd class upper and above)

PWC - based on results

EY- involvement more than results but not too strict on results ( She said she wasn't 2nd upper when she applied)

So where too? She said in the end , we have to pray and ask God where He wants us to be. Pray and if it's a place for me there, God will make a way for me.

I paused to be honest right that. I forgot about God. I kept thinking about me me me me I I I I. Thank you for the reminder A.M. You've helped me since I entered university up to now. You've been a great person. :-)

Enough of my books, I think I want to watch Glee. Or Gary Unmarried and head to bed early. New week tomorrow, need a great head start.

P.s: Darn, I need to do laundry :|

"Think not about the reasons why it might not work out but figure out one good reason why it will"

I know one good reason. :-)

" You are always not happy with yourself. Why aren't you? Be happy. I am happy. And stop thinking too much , you over think!"

"And, you know what, it comes back to you in the end"

Yesh, rattling and rumbling about the same thing again and again, but I April's a new good month and I always brush it aside. Where are you? Are you safe? Why didn't you turn on your phone? Maybe you are just too tired. :-) I understand, three days hiking and all.

I miss you , hurry hurry come back, get enough rest. I want to talk to you, I miss talking to you. :-)

Okay it's always so much better when I don't overthink. Yeah. Okay. anyways I just heard my brother say " I think I spend 80% of my time copying the questions dad"

Cute brother. My mom and dad just celebrated their 23rd anniversary. I wish my anniversary would last this long next time, they're high school sweethearts since 18. :-)

Toodles. I want to go enjoy some time with the family. :-)

Hello, just reminiscing sweet memories

I was trying to recall these really two important, no make that three occasions to me.

First was new years eve countdown. It was the first time, to be honest celebrating it with the world. I never really liked celebrating it with the world, I usually do it with my family at home. Headed to Jonker Street, it was so pack. Like we could stand in the crowd for 10 minutes without even walking. haha, so pupu & I resorted to standing in front of one of the cafe's until the crowd settled down. It was pretty fun, met up with all my old friends in Melaka that I met in 2008 and Faqrie got dragged by this old drunk lady to dance with him, it was hilarious.

Then there was my 21st birthday party. With my friends, with my family, with you. One whole week of celebration, even someone said " Wah your birthday's like a sambutan negara" It was the best 21st ever :-)

And the scuba diving. The seasick ferry ride, the black snake, the beautiful stars, the walking out for supper because there's always no food left thanks to all the guys. They left only vegetable for me :-(

Oh and the kampung swing and cycling in the kampung with really huge slippers and getting so scared going underwater.

I don't know, I like to remember all these good things in my life. It's just so beautiful :-)

Things I remember;

I remember strolling by the beach with you, and then I look down and saw a snake, a black snake. I ran away, so fast that you didn't know the snake was there. I jumped on you after that because I was too scared :|

I remember pushing you in the pool on a hot Saturday and then we crashed some random apartment's pool & then headed to the clubhouse to have a pretty decent meal, all wet.

I remember telling my golden retriever " Do not speak, unless you are spoken too" and then he kept quiet immediately.

I remember walking through the parade of clowns and people walking on stilts and you watching me do my hand painting of a bee, just because I wanted too. And then it rained heavily.

I remember playing Risk with my brother in the dark ( because of the Earth Hour) & then when it was time to turn on the lights, my brother realised he was conquering the wrong territory all along. Wasted his whole one hour defeating me :p

I remember getting my first sea sick ever in the ferry on the way to Tioman, while this cyclist dude sat next to you watching you comfort me, because I puked. ( HAHA yes I puked, who cares :p )

I remember running under the heavy rain with my friends after the hot air balloon, couldn't see a darn thing while crossing the road. We just ran like chickens without heads.

I remember scuba diving in the sea, and then the instructor told me to take off my regulator, I felt like killing him. ( the regulator was where I get the air from the tank) & I remember my instructor telling me to fill my mask with sea water while I was 6 feet under the sea, and I felt like kicking him.

I remember snorkeling with my best friend in Perhentian and then swam to this big rock in the middle of the ocean without any life jacket ( and some people said they saw baby sharks around there)

I remember using the toilet at the Perhentian Island campsite, and when I turned on my torchlight, I saw three frogs sitting at the toilebowl, watching me pee :|

I remember eating 9 takoyaki's within 15 minutes, because I was so hungry and up to now, I never dare touch a box of Takoyaki.

I remember putting a snake around my neck, a white python to be precise, and then got scared to bathe, because I could still feel the snake around my neck :/

I remember throwing Jyh Ling's soft toy down from the 9th floor while Yael and Jyh Ling tried to catch it. heh, that was hilarious. Why did we even do that?

I remember blowing bubbles with Nad to make peoples day ( or ruin their day) and then proceed to playing the sound " PHEW WIT" to random people that walk below my room. ( Yes my room faces the zebra crossing, very strategic location to disturb people :p )

I remember going to the Asian Water Sport Village, and then they asked us to jump into this one lake and I was so scared I kept asking " Are there Piranha's in here!?"

And the lady replied " Well , no one has died of Piranha attacks so far, but we're not sure"

That definitely didn't help. :/

Can i not grow up, oh pretty please, I just want to stay 21.

I've got a plan!

I just thought of something.

A road trip, take the random train to random places, seeing sights and things we've never seen before. Of course, I need people who are actually willing to go with me and who have the same passion of food and sight seeing.

I've asked Joyce ( no reply). Prolly ask her to bring Melissa and her friends.

I want to ask Squid ( he's somewhere in the wilderness) and probably ask him to bring a crazy friend or two of his.

I don't know if this will actually turn out, I don't really want to put my hopes up TOO high, so yeah. I'm just leaving all this to God. :-)

I say, how much would it cost :S hoho =p

One month break.

One month break this time around. Last semester we headed to Tioman and I had a blast at Melaka. It was the best semester break ever. Now I'm hoping that some club's going to organise some wild trip to any island or anywhere.

So how should I fully utilize my break?

Genting? Singapore? Australia? Phuket?

Sleep at home? Work at the Riding Club?

& why the sudden sadness? ( I know because I am afraid I am going to miss you badly, ish don't have to think until there Sarah, you think so far ahead)

So time to fully utilize this month. :-) I feel motivated already.

Things that make me happy;

1. Warm smiles from people I love

2. Warm laughter from people I love

3. A day out with my girl friends, just doing nothing but eat, laugh, look at t-shirts and never buying them

4. A sunny day in the garden with my golden retriever

5. Sleeping on the bench by the beach, listening to the waves and falling asleep by the cool breeze

6. Going to the stalls, sitting there for hours just talking or playing a poker game or two

.

7.Home cooked meal by my mother

8. My fathers laughter and him trying to annoy us by blocking the television

9. Picking up my brother from school, seeing him run after my car ( Sometimes I purposely drive the car away just to annoy him)

10. Laying on the grass, watching the aeroplanes.

11. Sitting on the beach at night at Tioman, watching the many stars. They were so many, as though God painted them specifically for me.

12. Reading Roald Dahl's books.

13. Having maggie mee goreng with dhal curry.

14. A jump into the pool after a long day of classes

15. Nice cooling coke.

16. Being able to wake up, and when I turn left, right, up, down I see so many blessings.

17. A beautiful sister.

What makes you happy?

Is it the materialistic things of the world? or the slightest smallest things in life? :-)

Thursday Night!

It's Thursday night, holidays almost ending.

Kind of sad, because this holidays I've been pretty much busy with house chores or sleeping or watching television, using the facebook ( I do not know how we can get addicted to it )

while the family's either off to school and all sorts.

It's so hard to have a decent holiday with the family once we've all stepped into university and I really should start acting like a twenty one years old.

I may look mature and all, but I think my mind's has not really reached the 21 year old stage. C'mon, things that I put priority? I mean there is a share of fun for me to enjoy, but at the same time, Sarah, this is university. The stepping stone to adulthood.

The stepping stone to your career. I don't even know what I wanted to work in when mom asked me the other day. But I have a feeling, it has something that does not have any relation to accounting. Probably work at the restaurant or hotel line.

And also to help out at, at least one NGO. I think I might choose the Denai Alam Riding Club. or WWF. :-)

Can't wait to cook tomorrow woohoo,

trying out this one new recipe. I feel hungry already :/

I'm hungry.

Good day!

This morning an amazing person called me, at 2am and then again at 7am.

" Hey you are still asleep?! Wake up" and he laughed.

Which definitely made my morning!

You see, this person is never awake at 7am most of the time, and now he's feeling pretty proud he is awake at this hour! :-)

Well, it's already Thursday, midterm break's almost over.

Back to yee mee goreng everyday. Oh daddy got us face paint, and dad asked us to paint our faces and walk around the neighbourhood with it >:)

#aprilswillbeagoodmonth

Read the requirements of an accounts executive at a company.

I don't even qualify.

Need to work hard.

Today I had a pretty nice day, from an brunch that was the biggest brunch of my life ( sheperd's pie, seafood pasta & homemade burgers ) , ice skating while watching the hockey team practice and horseriding and learning about the the horse riding club. They're NGO's! :)

Okay exhausted. :(

Pot Luck day, tomorrow.

It's pot luck day tomorrow at my place, and I am supposed to be asleep. But I got caught up with something. Actually someone. And thank goodness you don't read my blog. No one does. hehe. You said you read my twitter daily, that's embarrassing enough.

So i'm making seafood pasta. L's bringing over Shepherd's Pie, golly I can't WAIT. N's making burger, I hope she makes them.

Today you told me something. And I realise I am actually such a jerk. An inconsiderate person. :(

Oh well. Tomorrow's a bright new day, got to wake up even before the sun comes out! ( not literally)

Think the good!

So, I was going through the 1001 questions on auditing, since I want to ace this paper, but my brain can't seem to think good things. Always the negative. So I am going to list down the good things you have done for me, please bear with me.

1. Scuba dived with me

2. Gave me your slippers when mine broke while we were cycling the the kampung at Tioman

3. Watch the stars with me at Tioman

4. Walked with me all the way to Secret Recipe, when you were sick, under the rain so that I could have my brownie.

5. Came all the way in the cold from Bangi, just because I wanted you here.

6. Go to the parks with me, watch the sunset, buy me ice cream.

7. Tolerating me for quite a long time.

8. Going out and spending cash on movies and cruising around Melaka Town.

9. Going to Jonker Town, to get Assam Laksa and all ,just because I wanted to try it.

10. Going to my friends birthday party with me, when you could be asleep the whole Sunday afternoon.

11. Taking me to KFC just because I have cravings for them.

12. Going to Street Mall with me, just because I wanted a caramel custard.

13. Helping me out at Tioman, when I was low on cash. And when I didn't want to go on the boat ride, you rented snorkerlling mask instead so that you and I still could have a fun time.

14. Always starting new each day, even when I've accused you for things you didn't do. Just because I think too much)

15. Walking back from KFC, all the way. I know what a lazy bum you are. ;p

That's a lot of sacrifices done, now think the good!

:)

My to do list:

1. Ace the Auditing midterm.

2. Save the world.

( repeat step 1 & 2 until you get full marks )

" It's like, all my past regrets or embarrassments or anything I didn't feel particular content about myself are all I can think about. and then I go and start making up bad stuff to think about myself. I realise the absurdity of it throughout the entire process, but I still can't help it " - quoted from bluelegend7.blogspot.com

Just so you know, that's how I am feeling. EXACTLY how I am feeling.

Squid said to me, why are you always not happy with yourself? You even take half an hour to dress!

He told me to stop thinking too much , because he has been telling that a million times already. That we have gone through this a thousand times.

I said, well, it's like I am not good enough for people. Like when I made the spaghetti for you, you don't seem happy with it.

Squid asked me " Well but did I finish it up in the end?"

I answered " Yes, you even ate mine"

He asked " What about the soup? or the tomyam? Did I finish it in the end?"

And then I felt absurd. Technically I have been unhappy and hurting my brains and neglecting my studies because I think too much, when people around me are actually happy with me and not annoyed with me. I have prayed for the peace and strength from God. Feeling much better now, to know that nothing has changed. That it was I, who have been so unhappy all along, when everyone else around me loves me. :)

Okay here I go thinking again. It hurts. And I'm hungry. STOP THINKING TOO MUCH. Everyone is having a pleasant holiday except you, because you don't trust, you feel insecure and think too much. There are so many other things to think about, so many other things people are thinking about besides this. People are worrying over their education, their grades, their internship. Be grateful, stop scowling, learn to smile before people actually leave you because you are such an unpleasant person.

There go eat, if it makes you happy :)

Roald Dahl

""If a person has ugly thoughts, it begins to show on the face. And when that person has ugly thoughts every day, every week, every year, the face gets uglier and uglier until you can hardly bear to look at it.

A person who has good thoughts cannot ever be ugly.

You can have a wonky nose and a crooked mouth and a double chin and stick-out teeth,

but if you have good thoughts it will shine out of your face like sunbeams

and you will always look lovely."

— Roald Dahl (The Twits)"

Roald Dahl books are amazingly unique. I was reading one about Red Riding Hood. And this red riding hood had a pistol.

Things I can stand on. Things to remind myself, things to show how privileged and lucky I am.

You're not happy enough about yourself. Be happy with yourself, then you'll be more positive.

I love you too

I want you to work hard, to complete it, be positive dear daughter and don't give up

You promised me something before you entered university, before I sent you off.

I told your grandparents, I will take care of them, even when I was as young as 10. And I took care of them, until the very end.

Once a promise is made Sarah, keep to it. A yes, is a yes. A no, is a no.

No matter what, even if we scold you, we still love you, always.

Every single day I wait for you. I get excited when I hear your name.

I don't know what has gotten into me, but just so you know I am waiting. I hope you would not get pissed or whatsoever, you used to be really nice to me. You used to care for me. Maybe because we're so near, we're not used to it.

Sorry if I lack of understanding.

Sorry for always wanting you by my side.

Sorry for always wanting to be a part of your life.

Sorry.

I am sorry.

Tension. Seriously.

I can't take it anymore. I am not happy these few days, like something triggered it. I think I lost the peace and happiness from my God. And it's so hard when it's gone. I feel so empty and get angry at my family.

The only thing that actually pleases me, are the earthly things.

Yes, earthly things.

I think I have actually fallen into the worldly ideas.

I think I have lost what I used to have, that is the inner peace from God. Where has it all gone too?

Today, I picked up the bass. I enjoyed playing it with the band. That calm me down, as I entered into the other world, as my fingers run along the bass. As I enjoy the music and the smooth sound of the low bass.

Help me God, I have lost it. I have lost this, I have lost myself.

Who am I and where I am? I am scared.

At the end of the day, when we're almost near our homes,

he'll give me a kiss on the forehead,

He said that it meant, " I love you"

It's holiday, time to party in the USA

Hi! The long awaited break ( okay not really) is here.

Which means studying my butt off to increase my CGPA >:) I long for knowledge, I yearn to learn the ways of an auditor ( the heck :| you could tell I was lying at the last few sentences)

So, how did the futsal selections? It was pretty fun, the coach made me play three out of three games non stop. Gosh, it was tiring! Asha, a girl in Holland jersey gave me a smile and thumbs uo after my attempt in trying to score a goal. Shafie , the student coach and guy who plays for one of the FC in campus, said I got my position right, but I should just try to score whenever I get the ball.

It's Saturday, and I am honestly trying to enjoy my holidays. Actually I miss campus way much more compared to home. Maybe it's because i've been home regularly that I actually miss campus more.

Anyway, I should go soon, see if mom needs help making lunch. She's making mee bandung and nasi briyani ( google if you don't know what those two dishes are)

Happy holidays xx

:-)

Today, I had so much to eat. I was greedy so I ordered Hanith Chicken, falafah

( okay I think that's not right, I think it's fala something, kind of forgotten the name ) and pepsi.

Volleyball training today was really depressing. I think I rather kick empty cans then go for training. What's this, about coming at 7pm when the thing actually starts at 6pm? Doesn't mean you are the captain, you can come as late as you want and make us all wait! Superior you call yourself, I'll say you're irresponsible. I wish the sports club in campus would actually put in more effort. For all I can say, the only club that is pretty active is the football club, with matches every week!

Oh so you're having a friendly tomorrow, I've seen you play for the first time on sunday, I love the way you play, with you skills and passing techniques! But I can't see you tomorrow, because I'll be going for selections ( I hope it's all well! ) but I asked you, to give me some of your football luck, and what did you do?

Took my hand and wipe it on your forehead.

Your sweaty forehead. How do I bear you :-p

cause we're too cool for school :-)

Today the legend *ahem* taught me the skills and basics of soccer.

And then the legend *ahem*tortured me like nuts. He made me do pumping, sit ups, run around the track 10 times, swim across the pool 10 times, and polish his stinky boots until they shine! :-(

Then the legend *ahem* ( legend la sangat), starting shooting goals towards the goal post, and I said " Ala of course you can score, nobody is taking care of the goal post"

Then, he felt challenged and said " I know you are a pro goalkeeper sarah A. Okay you go be the goalkeeper and take me down"

I said " Okay easy peasy. My mak cik can score better than you"

And then suddenly, this shaolin soccer kick came out of nowhere and bang my collarbone. HURTS LIKE MAD.

And then, the legend carried me on his back, and swing me around the field, and tied my hands to his hands and then ran around the field like a mad man. OMG,it was like a day with a crazy football player.

And I conclude that, football is such a rough game :|

Madness, i don't want to play football anymore. I will just sit at the corner and watch the hot guys play soccer. :> That's a girls job after all :D

( some of the above are being exaggerative. Believe at your own risk )

Thus a Friday is here!

Woohoo it's friday, ( rebecca black's day to choose which seat to take )

which doesn't mean I can sit back and relax. Nope, not this short semester. So much to be done, like tomorrow we'll be helping out WWF with their earth hour. :-)

And there's a quiz next week and a midterm after the break ( 8 chapters, mind you)

Oh I took up Chinese Classes and since I know the basics, I felt pretty smart in class :-p

Next week, the results for accomodation application would be released and mind you, I am pretty worried and nervouse and anxious, thus leading me to overthink. Suddenly, the non stressful things becomes so stressful and all.

Next week, the results slips would be released, I feel absolutely stupid.

Next week, volleyball training starts, and futsal selections for the IPT League Match.

Next week, midterm break's here!

Next week, another gruesome 4 hours of Audit class.

Next week, many more new things to be learnt.

Next week, I hope all goes well :-)

We were once strangers;

:-)

Popcorns and Wednesday!

Hi today I was so hungry, I ended eating rice for lunch.

Ruin my roti canai week, week. :-( It's okay, it was a vegetarian dish and I knew I lost weight because the cheong sam top I wore to campus today was really really loose! :-)

Fawie said " Eh you come to university to study or to do fashion" haha and I started smiling and laughing, and when I turned to him, there he was,

with his Fila track pants and a shirt which said " Motivation", a bagpack with his mohwak,

and his sloppy slippers.

Like an apek.

Anyways it's time for popcorn and Wednesday! Time for my movie marathon! ( After the torturous 4 hour non stop classes of hard work! )

" A relationship doesn't need any promises, terms and conditions. It only needs two wonderful person, one who can trust and the other who can understand"

Hey you, you do realise I am madly deeply in love with you?

And I get so excited when I see your name or see you when I walk to class :-)

Or when I jog and I see you at the tracks, oh my heart beats faster, and when you smile

It's like the first day we met!

I'm trying to work out my part here, to you know, what we talked about on Sunday night.

And I think it's just better. I mean it's still hard, I'm trying

But so far, it's improving!

Bloody hell, I've got a quiz tomorrow. I aim 10 points.

ten points for Gryffindor!

Keeps me going

Turning the soil and pulling the weeds,

Helps garden flowers to grow.

And if we're to see the growth in our lives,

And if we're to see the joy in our lives,

Trials and testings we've to go through.

Now I'm excited to face all the hardship and trials! Okay that just made me sound insane,

but I'm excited to know that I'm not alone,

because our Creator's hand carrying me along the way.

You know when you walk on the beach,

you see one set of footprints.

But God, I ask, I thought you're with me all the way?

Yes I am my child, He said. the footprints you see, it is mine. I am carrying you along the way :-)

A perfect rainbow

Picture courtesy of : weedoom.com

Did a three round run around the tracks today, because I was just feeling all stuffy at my head. After that you came along and gave me a smile I can hardly forget, and you and I started making fun of all the football players on field.

Which was hilarious because the sub players are equal to the players on the field. haha.

Class was so dull today, Nad and I stole the person's highlighter. I get what he's talking, I try too but after awhile he gets distracted and starts flirting and then I loose my studying mode.

Anyways, McDonalds giving out two free big breakfast, just hope I can wake up at 4am later to get them and then at 9am later for a round of tennis! :-)

You have no idea;

How beautiful today is. :-)

I love staring at the clouds outside my room, it's fascinating. At night, the beautiful moon entertains me with her mysterious surface and every single time I stare at the moon, I reach my hand to the moon and pretend I am holding it, because it's that beautiful.

Sometimes I can see the moon's surface really clearly, other times the moon's covered by clouds. If we're lucky, we'd see a shooting star. Not lying! We really did see one this week or was it last week? And I felt so happy because I've always wanted to see one, since 2008.

SO here I am, enjoying the last bits of the weekend, before I put my heart and mind to work. We plan to help out for the Earth Hour 2011, hopefully we get a spot there. Keeping my fingers crossed and giving it all to God. I always believe God has a plan for everything in my life, and I never once doubt His plans. Always look at the blessings and goodness instead of the disappointments in life. That way, we'll be happier people.

I better start studying for my Human Resource quiz this Wednesday. :-)

Shot taken from : Putrajaya Percint 2

Have a great week ya'll! :-)

Thoughts that is killing me

I feel distracted.

As I am typing this, my laundry is still outside in the laundry bag waiting to be hung up.

I never really understood the why people blog most of the time, but I think i do now. I mean, i blog not to show off or to gain attention, I guess it's the only way to make me happier. To release the many thoughts in my head that really kills me sometimes.

Literally. I almost drank down cough syrup the other day because these thoughts kept haunting me, these thoughts kept taunting me and disturbing me, even when I fall asleep they come back to me. I hate it :(

So I prayed. I know, I always feel guilty when I pray because I am not exactly the angelic, devoted girl. I am who I am. I believe in my God. I believe that He is going to question me and ask me why I did such and such and I know, He will probably be very angry with me :(

I try to change everyday, I try and try. It's improving, thankfully. But it's hard. Haha, I sound like a drug addict eay? I am not. I believe in integrity.

Another thought that kills me, is thinking of the past. thinking of how someone is going to hurt me so badly. Thinking the most negative way about a person and not appreciating a person. But today, I think I have overcome it, it took me one year but I overcome it today. And I am proud of myself.

I just hope things change, I'm sick of thinking too much. I want to appreciate the moments in life.

Oh yes, I didn't do too well for my last semester. I feel like a freaking idiotic failure. I will try harder this semester, so far so good. Alot of distractions lately. Movies, food, lepaks, football. But I will overcome it. :) I will!

This would probably last a long time

Putrajaya Hot Air Balloon

It was like a festival you see in movies! Clowns on the roads, pirates on stilts, bubbles everywhere, children crying, children laughing, people smiling, lots of music, lots of nice smelling food!

It was great. The littlest things in life definitely manage to keep me happy.

I hope everything goes well this week.

Don't want to be too confident, it kills.

Please go well, please?

"My goal this semester is to PUSH everything useless and does not bring benefit to me aside.

Even if it hurts your feelings, even if it cause me to be sick,

even if it cost me hurt and grief

because I need to buck up,

I need to look ahead, I need to be good at this.

This is my future, this is my only hope.

I will study until I achieve what I want,

and until I achieve my goal,

I will not stop working.

And of course, this can only be done with God's help"